Awaiting You

I may be petty

But I am still waiting

For you

To ask

How I am

I know you’re somewhere

Happier than ever

While I’m here

I lay

In a cycle

Of decay

I could call

I could drop the ball

You would feel bad

And apologize

But it wouldn’t make a difference

At least to me

Because I know

You will never be

The friend

I need