Silence is her loudest scream.
Laughter is her favorite mask.
Not sure of herself (but who is?)
Meet her at her weakest you might pity her.
Meet her at her strongest you might fall in love.
Perfectly imbalanced.
Smile with her.
Cry for her.
Mirrors–the scariest thing on earth.
Look at who you are trying to be. (it’s not real, it’s not me)
Never look too deeply.
It’s too dark,
Too lonely.
Depicted as a princess little do they know she’s been trapped for too long.
Banging to burst into tears,
Smiling in the mirror to hold it all together.
Lies fall from her mouth.
Smiles rise from her cheeeks.
Tears drip down her face.
Too tender to talk.
Too weak to whisper.
Saddening Silence
Hardened heart
Pain comes in waves,
We were never in the same current.
We missed catching the same wave and circled within the tide pools.
Caught somewhere between I love you and I hate you, we could never meet in the middle.
If only we stayed on the same wavelength.
If only we pulled each other in instead of pushing each other into the rip tide.
I want to say maybe we will ride life together.
Maybe, just maybe our current will sync up.
And this tsunamic we created will calm down.
Washing away the past and flooding the hate.
Creating a surging sea.
I’ve felt the tug.
I’ve been dragged down and pulled under (still don’t know who casted this spell from hell)
My dark thoughts are disappearing, why do I miss it?
The pain was beautified.
My strength around utter weakness inspired me.
Wow, you can fool all these people, maybe one day you will fool yourself.
Don’t share your thoughts.
The closeness you feel is not real, you are only more vulnerable.
Hush for now.
Open your ears.
Because at the end of the day, no one really cares
Life: a one-man war.
Silver Ties 