Pollution

Head floating off, nothing to hold it down (like a balloon aimlessly carrying its weight around)

The (our) love drifted me away, I am nowhere to be found

On my knees I’ll scream as you test me

I’ll let this red apple be more deadly

I wanna see light

I want to reverse each sunset and hold

It tight

Somewhere between the golden sun and the black night

As much as I try, like You and me the sun must say goodbye

Pretty in her walk but nasty in her words

She will push and pull but never learn, which words are more hers

I’m branded by these sayings

I’m alive because of these writings

As she walks away and turns

I’m standing still, in a body that feels not here, not real, I guess it just needs to heal

Full of fear you’ll whisper in my ear

Monotonous noise finally disappears

Burn my mind again with your lingering thoughts and racing mind

Down I go

I fall, somewhere between heaven and hell

On this earth gravity does the work

Laying down asleep I’m all yours (for one of the last nights)

She said she likes your music too

I said My music is all of me (can’t you see)

What you dance to is my thoughts in rhythm, it’s me

But you never just let it be